Friday, August 29, 2008
okay now things are gg back to normal i hope...haha....on wed 27/8,went out with ivy but is for a while only...haha....cuz i am suppose to meet her at 12 butboth of us realise that we have not get ready to go out at abt 11 plus so we decide to change to 1 instead....n i am suppose to meet her at bugis de....n in e end at abt 1230,she told me that she already bugis mrt n guess where i am??i am still at home la....wahaha....den she bo bian meet me at tm instead la....haha....so i quickly leave my hse n wanna to take bus 38 to tamp inter de....but when i reach e bus stop,e bus 38 left le n i missed it....haha n i dun wanna to wait cuz e bus will come very slow so i went to take a risk la....i went to take bus 9 n i tok tamp east cc is at 400 plus la so i went to take...who know is at blk 201 de east cc la....den i very sian la n i stop at e nxt stop which is at tamp jc....haha...n i tok at tamp jc gt bus 293 but who knows dun hv la...haha....n i went to take bus 21 i tink to pasir ris inter n went to take mrt to tamp la...wa so sian la so waste my time...this teach me not to take e risk just patiently wait...haha....so in e end i meet ivy at 145 like that n we ate pizza hut...haha....after eating,we went walk walk n we bought a shirt frm mango...tok of buying e short at mango de but i realise that i gt money le after eating pizza hut so i did not buy le....haha n we both bought e same bag to bring to sydney....haha....n after that we went to our separate ways cuz i need to pass my bro my laptop n i meet my bro at orchard...n she go home...we took e same mrt cuz she gg to jurong east n she told me "stay so near also not gd cuz will come late!haha...cuz she stay at Bukit Batok...lol....n she told me "tm is a nice place to shop!"...haha....anyway i stop at orchard n meet my bro n we went to lucky plaza to eat n we chat n after that my bro go bak to his sch n i go to tm again....haha....went to collect sth n buy sth too...haha a bit lame right?haha..tm den orchard den tm again!!lolz...on thurs 28/8,meet joanne n wendy to go out...haha...i am suppose to meet them at small mac but in e end i meet ivy first cuz she bought e bag frm tm spoil la n she need e receipt to see whether cn do anything...haha...so i meet her first to go to tm de shop n i went to collect my bag n e salegal cn exchange a new bag for her n she even wanna to buy another bag which is even more ex la...haha den i told her not to buy cuz very waste...lol....but anyway i got my bag le den joanne n wendy come up to tm 2nd floor n meet me n my friend ivy went to meet her friend at tm to shop...n we three of us were starving already.... n we decide to go to cineleisure to eat suki yaki...haha...e food there was not bad...haha...we eat until 4 plus n we go to far east shopping centre to shop...haha....n i bought a belt n 3 earnings....haha.....hv a great day with them...and hope to have more....but now all 3 of us are busy...haha...must find time to go out togther worx....hahahaha....
9:10 PM
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
ytd i repeated e history again.. n this time i realise that i becum more rebellious as in leaving hse cuz i wanna to think n scared...i know that i must bear all e consequences but i dare not to face e music...n there is one qns that my dad asked me "y do u know is wrong n u still do it again?"..tink cuz for e past few times,my mindset is still e same as in nv tok of changing my heart though i say that i wan to change n i seriously tok of gaining trust back but i just dunno how to...no matter how hard i tried to do,i will think that everything that i do will not gain back e things i wan...that is wat my mindset for e past few times.... somehow this time,my mindset to everything seem to change...means that i wanna to totally change n wanting to stop all e nonsense that i hv cause in this family...i really hope that i cn do it....can anyone trust me for e very last time???? i just hope there will be someone...i i think e person is God..... i have say so many times that i wanna to change but in e end i still repeat it...but cuz last few times,i say that i wanna to change but actually my mindset is still planning not to change for e past few times...but den ytd my mindset suddenly change mean i plan to change instead...this is e truth that i really wanna to change it for e very last time le...i shall make it a promise between me n God...just wanna to tell to my family members:-i am sry that i break all of ur heart again n hurting u all-i am sry that i did it again-i am sry that i leave e hse -i am sry that i dare not to face e music-i am sry that i cause all e nonsense in this family-i am sry for being so rebellious n trying to go againstBUT cn u all give me e last chance to forgive me n letting me to gain back ur trust n everything????i know that i shld not writing all this in my blog but writing it here,cn express all my feelings...haiz feeling so low...
11:00 AM
Monday, August 25, 2008
hmm juz came back from my class bbq...haha...e foods at there was not bad n it is nice...haha...i ate a lot n my friend ivy keep on "suan-ing" me la...haha...but overrall,is was enjoyable la...haha....it was great to have a class chalet...hehe....i just realise that i this whole week will be going out with my friends n my mum...haha...tml i tink i will be gg out with my mum,wed gg out with friend n thurs maybe only n fri shld be at hm ba...haha...but nxt week,i will be staying at home to prepare for my trip le n my friends will not be free too so this week is e best week to go out with...haha...yeah gg for my trip in 2 weeks time...hehe....so excited for it until i dunno how to pack my lugguage la...hahaha...but after i come back,i hv to check my results le n e nxt day is my attachment at ttsh le...haha....luckily my attachment at ttsh first day is at 8 but not 7 la...or not i hv to wake up super early like 5 plus la...haha...n i like e first week of attachment cuz is like first 3 days start at 8 n e last 2 days i start at 1....haha...okay,shall end here n update tml le....hahaha...
11:19 PM
Sunday, August 24, 2008
ytd on 23/8,i stayed at home for e whole day n watch e show "full house" in korean channel...haha...den cuz i did not finish watching e ending,so i watch until e ending in my laptop...haha...but anyway e show is super long le...haha...juz realise that korean song is nicer...haha...anyway stayed at home for e whole day...i slept late again,i juz cannot slp lei..haha..for e past 2 weeks,i sleep super late like 2,3,4 plus...haha..so is like used to it liao...haha...den aroung 1 plus,i use com n play game den my bro scold me for not slping...haha...cuz e nxt day i hv to go to my church ma...haha...but after i got scolded den i went to my room n read my bible n do a bit of puzzle..haha....den at 2,start to get tired n i went to slp le...haha...n e nxt day i woke up at 8 plus to go to my church..haha...i tell my mum that i slept quite late n she told me "u better dun slp in church arx"...haha..but in e end i dun hv slp...i was a bit sleepy but i did listen...haha....anyway today after my church,went out with my parents n my maid to eat out lunch n go granma hse all that den around 3 plus,my parents n me went out to tm..haha...cuz i wanna to go out...haha....walk around cs den went to ip zone to buy one cadigram n went to isetan de levis to buy a jeans...woah!!! thanks Dad for buying for me....hehehe...den come home n eat my dinner n now blogging...hahaha....i tink i really fortunate cuz though i did many serious mistakes n still they care for me....i am glad to have them....hmmm i think i shld let go of his hand le...he seem to be avoiding or wat...i dun care bt maybe he find me irritationg me...haiz...n is e secong time that i tink of e memories of him n me n i cried again...
8:50 PM
Friday, August 22, 2008
yeah finally all e papers are over...my day have finally come...haha..now awaiting to go to sydney...have to prepare all my things to go to sydney for e 2 weeks...haha...think these 2 weeks will be going out with my friends or with my mum ba...haha...need to buy things for sydney too...haha... after i come back from sydney,will be taking my results back and will go to attachment at ttsh...haha...
today,super super tired...cuz i slept at 2 and i woke up at 5 to study again because i did not finish my studies...anyway e paper is not bad...haha..out of 4 major papers,think AN is e worst,just hope that i can pass...haha...anyway after e paper finish,i went to meet amanda at my school n amanda,eunice and me walked togther to mrt...haha...n both of us took mrt to city hall to wait for joanne...after she comes,den we walked around marina n did not know wat to eat...haha...instead we walked around n shop...haha...sheng join us later on n he brought us to hk cafe..haha...yup anyway have a great day with them....haha...hope can have more....hahaha....
11:00 PM
Monday, August 18, 2008
2 paper dwn left another 2 papers!!haha
sian AN is super hard paper..haha..so many tricky qns...den anyhow do...haha...some of course i know den i do...haha...hope that i cn pass le....haha..
everynight slp so late now started to get headache...haha...juz wish that i will not sick now...haha....
3rd day
y u dun wan to give a chance to try?y didnt u tell me that u are working there...y u did not tell me u gg to be there for more than 1 mth n now is like 1 year or maybe 2 yrs?y muz u do this to me??haiz whatever,i say,u will still enjoying urself...
6:50 PM
Friday, August 15, 2008
Byul I Think I Love You lyrics(korean version)
Kurulri eubdako anilkkurako midujyo, hmm
Naeka gudael sarang-handan ilmaldo andwejyo, hmm
Gwaenhan jiltu-ilkkurako naeka wiro-unka-bodako
Jashinul sokyeo-bwajiman ijeh deunun nan kamchul-suka eubnun-gulyo
(CHORUS)
I Think I love you keurun-gabwayo
Cause I miss you gudaeman eubsumyun
Nan amukeuto moh-hako jakku-saenggak-nako
Irun-geul bomyun amuraedo
I'm falling for you nan mollah-jiman
Now I need you eonusaenka nae mam kipun -koseh aju
Kugeh jaripan gudaeui mosubeul ijen bowayo~ hmm
Urin aneuh-urindako chin-ku gukeh ddak jeotako, hmm
Hana-beutuh yeoulkae dodaecheh mon hankaerado manunkeh eubnundeh
Uddeo-kesagol su-inyako maldo-andwaenun yaekirago
Malhamyeo dulruh daejiman ijeh-deunun nan guruki-kasirun-gulyo
(Repeat Chorus)
Wae mollah-jyo gudaera-neunkul woo~
Wae mot-bwajyo baro naegyutae~~hoo~
(Repeat Chorus)
byul i think i love you(english version)
I refused to believe that it could be so,
There's no way that I'm in love with you,
I lied to myself that it's just a petty jealousy,
That I must be feeling lonely, but I cannot hide it anymore.
I think I love you
But it must be so, cause I miss you
Without you,
I cannot do anything,
And you are always on my mind,
So seeing this, it must be,
I was unaware, But now I can see that
Your presence have delved deeply into my heart.
We are not meant for each other, and being friends is the best thing for us,
There isn't a single thing we have in common,
So I claimed there's no way we can be lovers,
But I don't want to make excuses anymore.
I think I love you
But it must be so, cause I miss you
Without you,
I cannot do anything,
And you are always on my mind,
So seeing this, it must be,
I was unaware,
But now I can see that
Your presence have delved deeply into my heart.
Why didn't I know that it was you,
Why couldn't I see it when it was right in front of me,
It was beside me all along,
But only now can I see love.
I think I love you
But it must be so, cause I miss you
Without you,
I cannot do anything,
And you are always on my mind,
So seeing this, it must be,
I was unaware,
But now I can see that
Your presence have delved deeply into my heart
12:00 PM
Friday, August 8, 2008
haiz sian...i seriously juz dun like my life...in my life,there is loss of freedom,loss of trust....pple who know me will know but pple who dunno me well dun ask me e reason...cuz i dun wish to say....anyway these coming weeks n for e nxt 2 weeks, i will be super busy with my exams le..even though there are 4 exams,but is still there are a lot of study...all i study is last min de...haha...luckily gt my friends in my poly helped me n make me able to understand...haha...hmmm after my holi on e 22nd aug, there will be a class outing on 25 to 27 aug..yeah cannot wait cuz there is chalet n bbq..hahaha...anyway after e outing,hv to get ready for my sydney trip le...yeah cannot wait for it...but nw i hv to think of my study first den celebrating...cuz my friend n me hv already thought of gg out le...haha...
today on 8/8/08, is JOSHUA bdae...happy birthday to him!!!
went to sch until 1 den went home to study a bit but also slp a while den around 5 i left my hse...suppose to leave early de but i did not see e time..n when i see e time,it was already late le...haha..so faster change n meet them le...haha...is a large of pple gg to celebrate for him..haha...got bing,hao,wee,ben,sheng,zengyuan,joanne,wendy and me and jeff n jowena n jeff gf...hahaha...luckily i leave at that time,cuz i can be able to meet my friend in e mrt....haha...is by chance den cn meet le...cuz actually my friends meet at 430 at tamp den they are forever late de so yeah that y i cn meet them...hahaha...oops...
anyway meet n go to marina square...n meet with my another 2 friends :joanne n sheng...
den went to eat yuki yuki at e second storey de...haha..is a buffet with bbq n sushi....e foods was not bad...haha...n at e end of e day,we cook ice cream....haha....n make a bdae cake for him...
is was a enjoyable day!!!have been so long since i meet them!!haha...miss gg out with them...haha....hope got more that i could be able to make it!!
12:19 AM