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Tuesday, August 26, 2008
ytd i repeated e history again.. n this time i realise that i becum more rebellious as in leaving hse cuz i wanna to think n scared...i know that i must bear all e consequences but i dare not to face e music...n there is one qns that my dad asked me "y do u know is wrong n u still do it again?"..tink cuz for e past few times,my mindset is still e same as in nv tok of changing my heart though i say that i wan to change n i seriously tok of gaining trust back but i just dunno how to...no matter how hard i tried to do,i will think that everything that i do will not gain back e things i wan...that is wat my mindset for e past few times.... somehow this time,my mindset to everything seem to change...means that i wanna to totally change n wanting to stop all e nonsense that i hv cause in this family...i really hope that i cn do it....can anyone trust me for e very last time???? i just hope there will be someone...i i think e person is God.....
i have say so many times that i wanna to change but in e end i still repeat it...but cuz last few times,i say that i wanna to change but actually my mindset is still planning not to change for e past few times...but den ytd my mindset suddenly change mean i plan to change instead...this is e truth that i really wanna to change it for e very last time le...i shall make it a promise between me n God...
just wanna to tell to my family members: -i am sry that i break all of ur heart again n hurting u all -i am sry that i did it again -i am sry that i leave e hse -i am sry that i dare not to face e music -i am sry that i cause all e nonsense in this family -i am sry for being so rebellious n trying to go against BUT cn u all give me e last chance to forgive me n letting me to gain back ur trust n everything????
i know that i shld not writing all this in my blog but writing it here,cn express all my feelings...haiz feeling so low...
11:00 AM
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